You learn a lot

OK, I know this is my 3rd blog today, but I have got a lot on my mind. I was thinking that if Kristi is happy with herself that is all I could ask. I still think the world of her and i want her in my life. I know it will make things really hard for me, but the way she makes me feel can not be replaced by anyone I have met in life. Maybe I have not met many people, but I feel like she is one of the most gifted people that the lord put on this Earth. There may only be a few more blogs containing her name in them, but that does not mean i have lost sight of her or how she makes me feel. I had friends there to help with the situation, but if I never talk to her in person again I will always remember her last words, " Jeremy you really are a great guy". I hope someday i see her or receive a call from her saying she would like to try things again. I know that my insecurities with myself take a lot out of people. I just do not think I am anything special, but thats what god loves....the ordinary. I have a really tough time accepting the fact that someone can be happy with me, maybe someday i will learn, but it will take some work. OK God Bless everyone.