Everything changes

It is weird how I can be so depressed about things and then one day can make me so happy. Today was ok, work went by fast and I was super busy for the entire time for once. I repriced all the liquor in the store, whew what a task! Then I got out and went out to dinner with Kristi and a movie also. For the first time in a few days I was truly happy. Just getting everything off my mind and talking to her was the biggest relief. I realized in the last few days to take things for what they are. Just because i can't be with her all the time doesn't make her any less important to me. I have been around her a lot since we met each other and I love it, but I do not want it to always have to be this way. We have to have our lives and thinking about my dad made me realize this. You can not live for someone else, you can only be there and be supportive when it works for both of you. So I told Kristi that even though things have been hectic all the time that I think we both need our personal time and i really meant it. I do not want her to look at me and say she is bored with me, i want her to look at me and say I love every minute I spend with him. That is how it should be. So I am just going to kick back and when she wants me around that is great and when she wants to do other things that is great also. i mean i love her and want her to be happy with herself and me, so it is not too much to ask. OK, best of luck tomorrow Kristi, i know you will be rocking it out for WMU and maybe even me!!! Good Day.....but Jeremy....I said good day!!!
J_DUB