I cant really tell

So today was like most days, work and ride. But the ride went very well with no pains from yesterday at all. I guess i recover very well now. That is the name of the game....recovery. Nothing much else to tell though. Work was very boring and I am looking for other things to pursue. I got to see the radiant Mrs. Powers and it made my night, even when all we do is talk she seems to make me smile. So all in all I am happy, but I have some inner thoughts to mull over and see what is bringing me down. I just have felt lacadazical the last few days. Maybe it was my effort on the Wednesday night ride, maybe it is other things, but until i figure it out I can't really tell you what it is. I am very happy and content, just a little sluggish...maybe i just need to completely rest on Saturday and i will feel better. I can not wait for Cone Azalia this weekend. It would be phenomenal if Kristi could come watch but she has work and other stuff so I understand that. I really love her, but we need to lead our lives too. Through god the impossible is possible, a good friend made me realize that tonight!