Sunday, May 07, 2006

Had a bad day!!!

Bad day all around... I raced like crap, just did not feel any good sensations at all during the race. I also locked my keys in my car and had a big hassle getting them out with my AAA insurance and the tow truck driver. Then to boot I got a ticket for speeding on the way home. So it was not a good day to say the least, but I am alive and still breathing, and I heard a song that put me more towards serenity, "troubles will come and they will pass". I think its Lynyrd Skynrd that sings it. It just made me realize that gods plan for me today was not to have a good day. All i can do is relax and know the lord will take me in the right path. And to those of you who think my blog is "humorous" or "comical", I am sorry for you. It is not my fault that I love cycling and may be better than most at it, nor is it my fault that I have found a tremendously loving and caring girlfriend. I will always go to bat for her before I do you, I do not have to name names, but you know who you are. This is here for FRIENDS to read and you are not one of my friends, as a matter of fact I don't even like you, so stop reading this and find something better to do with your life. I am not nor will not be embarrassed for letting people know that i truly love Kristi and am not ashamed one bit of what we have. maybe if everyone had something as special as she is to me they would understand, but throughout life there will always be the critics and naysayers, bring them on. I do not hide from my confrontations, I know I rode like crap today and I can accept that, not everyone is Lance Armstrong.... And before you bash those who are levels above you in the sport or in life look at what you have accomplished first. Then realize that by you scrutinizing them it is just making you look like the jackass!!! I love cycling immensely still and I love my girlfriend as well. I do not care if you know this, it is me.....the TRUE me. I may be sappy and I may be corny, but I only care what a handful of people think. I would also like to wish my very good friend Josh Tarrant the best of luck at Nationals this coming weekend. You deserve the best my man, and I hope that bottle of Gatorade I gave you today helped a bit, even though it was way too strong. OK, I am done venting and look forward to tonight and tomorrow. Can any of us by worrying add time to our lives??? The answer is no, so be happy to be alive and living god's quest! Later!!!
J_DUB

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