I did it to myself

I am just going to say I do not know if I will ever be good enough for anyone. Kristi just broke up with me and I am upset. I can not hide the fact that she meant and will mean a lot to me for a long time. maybe down the road we could possibly get back together, but most likely not, I would love to be with her, but she needs to figure her life out as I do also. I may not be the right person for her. I can not change that. She is a great girl and will make somebody very happy someday, I just wish it could have been me. I am not going to go further into this as it will send me into a very deep depression, so good day to all. On a last note....... Kristi I will always hold you above many others and I hope I was a gentleman to you and never did anything to make you feel that I am a bad guy. Thats all I have!