Monday, May 01, 2006

Hit that curveball!!!

So today I woke up with the greatest girl ever next to me. I look at her and all I see is happiness, for me at least. I took her home and had to go to work. I get there early and The owner Tom Berry is there, and I think nothing of it, so after 5 minutes I ask him where my boss Mic is????? He then lays a bomb down, Mic was laid off......wtf???? i wanted to leave right there, but I need a job. Needless to say my day was miserable at work and to top it off i forgot my telephone. So I had no contact with the outer world at all. I got home an immediately called Mic and we had a good conversation. He does not seem too mad, he got out of that place, all I can hope is the best for him, because he was the greatest of bosses and an even better friend. I look up to him like he is my older brother and I hope he knows he is well respected there, at least with those of us who worked for him. Then I went out an rode way to hard on the TT bike for 2 hours and I am very sore. I did not feel the pain though while riding. I guess I learned a valuable lesson today and this is the reason I do not trust people, if a "friend" could do thsi to Mic, then anything is game in this world. Then i got to thinking, my life is not bad at all, i have a job still, I have my family, my health, and on top of that I have the most amazingly wonderful girlfriend who understands me to a tee. I never thought I would think about looking towards the future with someone, but I do with her. Maybe I am just so hard on myself that i do not believe I deserve her. I do not know what she sees in me or why she thinks of me the way she does, but everyday I thank the lord for her being with me, because let's face it, after everything is said and done there is one person in life who you would rather be around in any circumstance, and in all honesty she may be the one that i want around. Ok, I better go and stop thinking about situations I can not control. i know he will never read this, but if he does Mic you are the greatest of friends, I just hope everything works out the best it possibly could for you. I will miss being around him nearly everyday. Now the big question for me is where do i want to work now????? Dissappointed!!!
J_DUB

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