Um Yeahhhhhhh!!!

Ok so today I slept in and by sleeping in I mean rolling around from 8 AM to 11 AM because I can't sleep past 8!!! Then I went for a morning spin around noon. I have found it again, the will to hurt. I don't know why my body was in shut down mode, but a lot happened lately. Then i saw the Giro stage events and it was for the sprinters. Then i went out for my second ride and went really easy, or easy for me. Then i sat around watching some of that 70's show. Before I went to work I had to drop some stuff off to Emil and Kristi, we have had Emils yakima tray for almost a year and I finally got it back to him, I really miss his sarcasm around..... Then what i thought would be an awkward appearance was not awkward at all. Just to see Kristi was a blessing. I saw her new place and its awesome, pretty spacious. Then i left, but I just wanted clarity of the whole situation. She told me that it would not be fair to me and truthfully I greatly appreciate that. I don't know when we will talk again or when we will see each other, but I really do care about her and I know she cares, but it is just obvious that she is not over her ex and I can fully understand that. I know it is hard to forget about someone, but the way i did it was no contact at all. It is hard but it helps. I do not need to do this with kristi because there are no hard feelings over it all. I can be friends with her and if she realizes she does want to be with me someday then that is her choice, if not I know there is someone there who I can trust and confide in. I miss her and will miss her for a while, but it will always be great to see her and just be in her presence. I have to give a major thank you to someone who i have not mentioned in this blog, you know who you are and I do not have to tell you how much you have helped. Thanks for being an unbiased friend in every aspect. Alright I better get going I have to wake up in 4 and a half hours to ride before work, then work till 6 PM, then ride some more, then work on my tubulars with Josh. Later!!