The Ada/ Sunrise Dilemma

OK, so a LOT has went down since I posted about 3 hours ago. I talked to Dave Baar from the Ada team and he REALLY wants me to stay with them. He told me they would do whatever I needed to keep me there. I guess they are all talking me up and saying how great of a season I have had so far. I talked to him for about 45 minutes and honestly this is really hard for me to deal with. Everyone at Ada is amazed how much I have transformed myself this past year. I really like those guys as people, but if I do not do this I may look back and regret it. Damn am I sorry to my Ada buddies. After I got home from hanging out with Matt and Christi I checked my email and this made it all better. "We have a new team member. His name is Jeremy Woolcock. He has a strong engine and is an aggressive rider. More importantly he is a team player and is willing to do what is best for the team." That was sent to my new team by Jeff Hamilton. I am floored that I have came this far in just a few years. I am really looking forward to this if I haven't mentioned that yet. Regardless, me seeing thta in writing from last years Michigan State Criterium Champion is enough to make it worth it for me. So I am tired and cranky, so alas I will go to bed. Goodbye cruel world!!!