Long day

Long day, rode my bike, ate some food, ordered some stuff. Thats about it. Yeah if you can't tell i am depressed. I have no idea why this comes and goes. It hits me really hard on my super looong days too. Just miserable. I guess I have chemical imbalance in my medulla oblingata, basically I am f%%%ed in the head. you can fill in that blank genius. went out to the wednesday night ride and nothing has changed, still the same faces, most i didnt miss. So I probably wont be doing that ride much anymore. Also found out that the merger that was to occur and afford me a new job is not taking place. the worst part is that I had to hear through a different source than the person who offered me the job. I guess that says a lot for "friends" huh????? Ok I am gonna stop typing because I just got the urge throw something thru the wall! Eat it!