We make choices in life based upon what is most important to us. I have found that everyone can not be satisfied with the shoices you will make, but all you can do is hope they realize it is what you want that matters, not what they think you should want. I know I let some of the guys down yesterday and it has been eating away at me. I know some of them can not understand my motivation for the things I do, but I will say this..... I have never been more committed to becoming a better son, a better cyclist, a better friend, a better boyfriend, but most importantly a better man. Guys you know I am always here, and I just hope you all do not resent the fact that I chose to not partake in this weekends events.
So today is my wonderful day away from the Munchie Mart, AHHHH!!! I am planning on riding very very long maybe even 6-7 hours. I have nothing else to do and want to just ride my bike. I also got to see Kristi last night, but when i arrived to surprise her she was having girl time and I genuinely felt bad for interrupting that. I am sorry for doing that, sorry Danielle, Jill, and Kristi. Those girls are great friends of Kristi's and she was very happy to be hanging around with them. Well we went to get some "coffee", but only coffee works was open and they are no Starbucks! So after a big debacle with Kristi's hot chocolate i had to go to work. Just seeing the look on her face made me dissappointed that I had to leave her hanging, sad day. Hopefully she is having a great day, and how can you not when it is so nice outside. So speaking of that i better get out and ride forever. My tan is progressing nicely so i might as well go get some more sun! I am going to be so dark very soon. Everyone will have to start calling me brownie, haha! Ok, best of luck to you this weekend guys and best of luck on your test/ practical today Kristi. I love life, but do not know where I stand with some of those I consider the best of friends right now. Hopefully i can sit and talk with them and justify my reasons on a more personal level. Later!
J_DUB
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