A great day can change quickly

So the great day I had has just suddenly changed. I won't get into specifics, but its so hard to not be there right now for Kristi. i know her friends will help her out, but I wish i could just look her in the eyes and tell her what she means to me. She knows without a doubt that I care, but to what extent. She was there for me today and i am indebted to her for a long time, not because she wants me to be, but because I want to be. She could have told me anything for a reason why she did not call sooner and I would be none the wiser, but she came out and told me the truth and that is more than I could ask. It is hard to deal with at the present time because I know she is hurting deep down and I wish i could do anything to make her smile and think about the future. I realized from some bad things in my life that reliving the past can only make things worse, we all have to move on and learn from what happened in the past without letting it get to deep into our heads. Kristi, i want you to know I will listen to whatever you want to tell me ......no matter how much you think it will hurt me. You are a strong woman and I praise God everyday for you being in my life. You are not a friend, you are the best of friends. Please don't let people try to make you feel guilty for not being what they want you to be, you are perfect the way you are. There are so many people you make happy just by being around them. Look at the friends you have, they are there for a reason. You have a profound effect on people, especially me. So keep your chin up and don't look back. I know you are hurting and I hope it all fades away. if you need anything at all from me let me know, because you make me feel more alive than anything life has given me so far. Thanks for being there.....I only hope I can be there for you when you need me to be or want me to be.