The Talk

Ok, so i am feeling better now. I just hung out with Kristi and that seems to always make things better. She told me how she really feels and that made the picture a lot more clear. The thing about her is that I trust her completely, and I have never had that. So all i can do is be there for her when she wants and let her have her space at the same time, kinda a juggling act, but I am willing to make a sacrifice for her. I told her I can wait for her, for when she is ready, and I want to wait. When she said she doesn't want to be in a relationship for the wrong reasons that is all I needed to hear. So things are good. I don't have to fake anything with her, and a quote from a movie we watched, "you just gotta put yourself out there and hope the person likes you for who you are." Well thats all i can do, and if we are not right for each other, then I will not look back on it as a wasted time. She makes me happy and thats all that matters. OK now I have to switch my mindset to the Time Trial this weeekend. 24 KM of hell, and the sad part is I will love every second of it. Hopefully i can ride the new Zipps I am getting!!! Fingers Crossed. OK, Im off to do better things with my life.